ohmyzarah

As crystal clear as a tear touching the water surface for the first time.
As obvious as the dark settles when the sun goes down.
Why’d you have to leave me here to heal the entire damage that you created?
I’m not weak but you got me tired while you kept me running after you.
And I’m not sorry at all since you’re the one who could never face the truth.
But I’m done crying over you, and I’m done fighting to figure out what’s on your mind.
When the day stars are shining brighter than the whole sun arrives you will finally understand, that you made your big mistake by putting me on this pedestal although all you did was to only scratch on the top of my potentials. You looked, but where never really seeing.

 
So take this bow.
You made me look like a fool out there, oh why did you do it?
You know I wanna believe that I was never being a stitch of foolish, but how could I when all you did was pushing be down and making me feed your own complacency.
Well I hope you’re happy now cuz’ I’m about to tell you about me moving on.
It’s a breaking dawn, and I feel free.

 
So relieved. So done. So unafraid. And so spiteful.
Maybe I’m not an angel, but you certainly did nothing to improve my review.
Watch me when I’m entering the stage along with that guy from your team. Think about me when you’re hooking up with some girl at that trashy little club in Chicago.
I’ll be long gone by then. Drinking champagne with the president and conquers the headlines all day long. And what are you up to these days? Running errands for your new dominant girlfriend? What do I care. I’m the last one standing.

 
 So take this bow.
You made me look like a fool out there, oh why did you do it?
You know I wanna believe that I was never being a stitch of foolish, but how could I when all you did was pushing be down and making me feed your own complacency.
Well I hope you’re happy now cuz’ I’m about to tell you about me moving on.
It’s a breaking dawn, and I feel free.

 
So this story is over, and I am ready to shut the book for good.
Confusing, amusing, manipulative and unnecessary.
Why even bother? I’m not the only one being left without a dry eye. I’m not the only one who got a broken heart instead of the Cinderella story we’re all trying to reach.
So put me from that pedestal, I don’t belong there.

 
So take this bow.
You made me look like a fool out there, oh why did you do it?
You know I wanna believe that I was never being a stitch of foolish, but how could I when all you did was pushing be down and making me feed your own complacency.
Well I hope you’re happy now cuz’ I’m about to tell you about me moving on.
It’s a breaking dawn, and I feel free.